Word Wednesday: Hills

For every hill climbed I stumble and fall brush myself off and start climbing again with breaks and sprains and bruises and blood nothing gets in the way of my determination 50 years of climbing 50 years of falling 50 years of Trying i am standing on the the top of that hill now andContinue reading “Word Wednesday: Hills”

I am the thorn of flowers in your mouth*…

I am the thorn of flowers in your mouth I am the rusty nail thrust through your heart I am the wicked laugh that tames your hide I am EVIL PERSONIFIED *thank you LUCY for such a strong line of inspiration

And by the grace of God…

“So put me down and criticize me with your lies and with your parodyIn the darkness I don’t hide, ’cause I got pride that gives me clarityI still wake up in the morning with a vision of a better lifeYou see the option of defeat is just not written in my story” ~Aloe Blacc fromContinue reading “And by the grace of God…”

my only enemy resides within…

I dislike myself on multiple levels and in turn my tone is perceived as negative when I converse not always sometimes I am just too brutally honest there is an ugly shadow attached to me that I can’t shake a tarnished reputation of 21 years they probably won’t take me back reality is hitting hardContinue reading “my only enemy resides within…”

Let History Not Repeat itself…

Written for the dVerse prompt: Write a poem of exactly 44 words, including the word eavesdropping. Middling Minding my own business giving never less than one hundred percent yet the whispered clique continues to chatter Anxious Eavesdropping tuned in to the matter of facts that roll off your tongues not invisible nor deaf to your daily lacerationsContinue reading “Let History Not Repeat itself…”

a little faith…

~After Tennessee by Arrested Development with every bad choice I make for all the times I shun you, you continue to love me all my woes I wish to forget all the times I gave it my all I am told by many that recognition, brings comfort, I need that maybe my inert lack ofContinue reading “a little faith…”

regrets…

~After “the what” by biggie smalls & method man who gives a Fuck I mean really what the so many opportunities to take on the world I just ignore it instead choosing the do’s, I chose the don’t instead I have to continually ask why me ? what for ? because I am a scared,Continue reading “regrets…”

Word Wednesday: Ehh ?

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee at a high pitch whoosh whoosh follows the beat of my heart bloooooow goes the wind from parts unknown every time I drive and hear the car behind me, beside me, in front of me I know that no matter what I say they won’t listen because back then, neither did I and nowContinue reading “Word Wednesday: Ehh ?”