regrets…

~After “the what” by biggie smalls & method man who gives a Fuck I mean really what the so many opportunities to take on the world I just ignore it instead choosing the do’s, I chose the don’t instead I have to continually ask why me ? what for ? because I am a scared,Continue reading “regrets…”

Song Lyric Sunday (Two Gut Punches)…

This is my contribution to Song Lyric Sunday for Jim Adams’s blog. This week’s prompt…Come/Go/Leave/Stay Let you down by NF This is probably the only rap song that ever felt personal. This song is the epitome of my adult relationship with my late dad prior to the last six months of his life. Especially the line aboutContinue reading “Song Lyric Sunday (Two Gut Punches)…”

Something Old Sunday #20 (Portfolio Paintings)…

The First Side of my portfolio bag when I was attending the Art Institute of Philadelphia for Animation Media Arts is possibly a self portrait reflecting depression ? I have no idea what “Hell” I was referring to that I was no longer living in painted with acrylics in 1995. The Flip side is aContinue reading “Something Old Sunday #20 (Portfolio Paintings)…”

The Life & Times of 20 Something Dana Myttis Hedrew (BITCH !)…

 Hey Diary: I don’t often write in you in my 20’s but I really feel the need to get this all out. It’s August 11th, 1991. Exactly three years since I met and started dating JoAnn. Below is a photo of us together when I was 18 & she was 16. I’ve had it. IContinue reading “The Life & Times of 20 Something Dana Myttis Hedrew (BITCH !)…”

Spoken from the underside…

Painting credited to John Martin’s Pandemonium (1841) every day envy is bittersweet tears that no one can see Hidden behind this sly smile The evocative provocater Bellows harsh tones only his sullen soul can hear Sometimes without necessary reflection One cannot decipher From outward appearances alone The “look” of the mentally ill Jovial and JollyContinue reading “Spoken from the underside…”