Perception…

vocal tone prone to intimidate ? But, surely not on purpose your misconceptions derived from your own distorted mind put me in harms way i share those distortions an anxious state that has plagued me a half a century i tried meds but they all stole my virility pushed me further down a dark pathContinue reading “Perception…”

Calm before the storm (Anxiety and Illness in a Global Pandemic)…

It may not come across as such in my artwork posted, it may not come across in the multiple comments I’ve given in people’s posts. As it stands right now I am an emotional wreck, this coming off a week of feeling like shit and desperately needing the coddling of my wife for some emotionalContinue reading “Calm before the storm (Anxiety and Illness in a Global Pandemic)…”

Doomsday (Triggers are a bitch)…

Anxiety sucks, especially when you’re not on meds by choice. Y2K I panicked, the world moved forward. December 2012, the end of the Mayan Calender, I panicked, the world moved forward. This morning my supervisor asks me if I heard anything about this giant meteor on a trajectory to obliterate the earth on Saturday, FebruaryContinue reading “Doomsday (Triggers are a bitch)…”

Thank God for Good Semaritans…

Car stalls at an intersection No one cares that you don’t have a phone on you, no one cares to try to help you in the rain/sleet early evening they all drive around you Panic sets in, will you have to walk miles and catch your death ? No, the kind bicyclist gives you aContinue reading “Thank God for Good Semaritans…”

Post It’s Help Clear The Cycling Thoughts…

A Reflection into the mind of an anxiety sufferer… What do I mean by that, exactly ? As anyone that suffers with anxiety knows your head will fill up with negative exaggerated thoughts and if you work at a job where you are doing a tedious task it can be very challenging to overcome thoseContinue reading “Post It’s Help Clear The Cycling Thoughts…”

What if ? (Thankful)…

unanswered questions that had they had a different outcome today might not be where I am supposed to be..this is a look into anxiety FIRST AND FOREMOST THOUGHT: I AM THANKFUL FOR THE PATH MY LIFE HAS TAKEN TO LEAD ME TO THIS DESTINATION, WHICH IS FULL OF INDESCRIBABLE JOY, DESPITE THE MANY DIPS INTOContinue reading “What if ? (Thankful)…”

Fool from Nowhere pleads for help…

The man with the foolish grin Is naive to think that The man of a thousand voices Who truly Doesn’t have a point of view Just sees what he wants to see And this damn fool on the hill Isn’t he a bit like you and me ? With a nod and a wink toContinue reading “Fool from Nowhere pleads for help…”

Facade (I Write Her Weekly Haiku/Senryu Challenge #37)…

photo courtesy Brian Williams FACADE cracked Exterior Reflections of inner self LESS like goliath it’s that time again for another weekly haiku photo interpretation challenge by fellow blogger “I write Her”. If perchance you want to take part you can click the link below: IWriteHer