Revelations…*

My attempts at renewal

are promptly rescinded

you people he says

give me the same shit as she did

forever in denial

* Trying my damndest to apologize to my Dad for any rude behavior I may have caused him over the years, not that it’s necessary because he was determined by my therapist to be the underlying fuel to at least the bulk of my anxiety issues. But after being sick a week I just felt the need to I don’t know forgive and forget but he still managed to twist my apology into an attack, into an argument and revealed in the process that essentially his marriage to my late Mother was total shit. A sham. They probably should’ve never married, my Mom may have been closeted as well. That was never revealed by her but she did always say everyone had the gay gene in them. And he eventually told me he caught her in a same sex affair. So as it seems I inherited the gay/mental illness gene from my Mom and the fiery seething anger/mental illness from him. 

 

 

Published by mattsnyder1970

Matt Snyder has been making a dent in the creative community in North Eastern Pennsylvania since 1988. He’s been involved in showcasing his art in Exhibits in area Galleries & Spaces as well as online. Mr. Snyder is a real renaissance man. He doesn’t just dabble in the fine arts but has been known to grace the following kinds of things with his presence: Live Sound Mixing, Radio Production, Television Production, Short Films(Acting/Editing/Writing/Directing), Animations, Costume Character Performance, Dance, Music, Djembe Drumming, Theater (Writing/Acting/Directing/Props Management/Stage Management), Self Published Comics & Zines, Written & Slammed Performance Poetry, Sculpting Animal Figurines, Designing Tee Shirts, Photography Film & Digital, Painting (Acrylics), Drawing (Pen & Ink, Pastel, Colored Pencil, Sharpies, Crayons), Mixed Media, Collage, Paper Art, The Brooklyn Art Library & The Sketchbook Project, Blue Turtle ComiX, Just an Average Day Comic, Toxic Shock & Other Abnormalities of the Inner Being Zine as well as the culinary arts. His passion is the arts, his life is as a married humanitarian bisexual politically unaffiliated pacifist working as a Digital Preservation Archivist since 1999. Matt currently resides in an apartment with his equally creative wife of 7 years ,Jess and their cat Nigel.

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